When we stumble and fall down, what do we usually do? Do we look around us and put he blame on the first person we see? Do we stay down and and say to ourselves that we cannot get up anymore? Do we stand up on our own? Or do we let other people help us and be thankful that they are there whenever we need them.

All my life i always felt that i was alone. I never felt that i was loved. And all those time i put myself in a seclusion and believing that i can and i will do everything on my own. My family is not perfect. My mother and my father always fought. My brothers fought as well. I have a sister who i don’t consider as my sister. I lived my life physically with them, but emotionally on my own. How i always wished that i have a different family.

Getting married, i thought, would change everything. I have a lovely wife who loved me in all possible ways she can. She showered me love that noone had ever given me before. We were so happy together. Well, at first.

Marriage didnt change me. Its just gave me the boost to say to myself that i can do everything on my own. This is me and i will do everything that i want, not even thinking if it will hurt the people around me.

There are two paths infront of me. One that leads staight to my family, and another one that leads to all the thing that i wanted to do on my own. I chose the latter without even blinking, thinking “Hey i can always go back if this leads to nowhere!” I enjoyed every minute of my happiness alone. I met so many people and did things with them. This was the life that i wanted and and always dreamt of. I never wanted this life to end. I even tried to leave my family. i pushed my wife away, told her that we can never be more than friends.I am not her husband anymore.

For 15 years I was hurting her. For 15 years she clinged on to me, hoping that one day I will change. Until the bubble burst. Now she is ready to leave me. Now she is willing to leave me. Now she is happy to leave me. It made me even happier knowing that everything that I had hoped for is now coming true. I can be who I really wanted to be.

But one day I woke up, nobody was there. The world is so empty that i am alone standing in the middle of nowhere. The horizon shows me no indication that there is anybody else but me alone. And then I felt a hand on my shoulder, and i heard a voice telling me……

“Son, this is the world you wanted. This the world you will be in. You wanted to be alone, you will be alone”.
“But it’s not too late. It is never too late to find the love that you are seeking. You have a beautiful family, treasure them, for they will be the one who will give you strength and happiness”.

And now here I am, crossing the path back to my family. And I have never been this happy in my entire life. The happiness that i was looking for was just right infront of me all along. Now my eyes are opened and my heart is full of love that i am willing to give them, which they truly deserve.

I thank my wife for taking me back. I know i lost your trust long long time ago. I will do everything to get them back, even if it cost me my life.

I thank my children for loving me even if i wasnt there for them.

I thank my family for giving strength to my wife so as not to give up on me. I owe you my life.

I thank all the people who were and are still there for us.

I thank all my friends. You wouldnt think it but all of you played an important part on turning me around. I salute you.

And lastly, I thank GOD for never giving up on me and for showing me the right way back to reality.

I love you all!!!

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