It is a hard thing to do is get over a death of a parent..

I could not let go of my dads hand when i saw him lying in the hospital bed.. and now that he’s gone, it has been extremely hard for me to live day by day,you dont stop loving someone just because you learn to live without them. you have to grieve.

My dad has taught me how to love without money and so many things that i am thankful for and his death seems like yesterday. i cry every time i think about him and my childhood with him.its soo sad.!

Some say it gets easier,my fathers death is easier to think about but the important days will be harder.. xmas,bdays,fathers day?

Every important day seemed harder but when i look at my kids,sister,brothers and my mom..My family..

I see what a wonderful legacy he has left. I know I could not seem to properly get through the grieving process.. but eventually i will .. someday! when i know im ready!

I still sometimes break down in tears, which i know is perfectly normal. All i wanna think about is remember the good times and think about where he is right now,

Be happy for him and thankful that i and the rest of my family could have that time with him while he was alive.

Bye dad.. i will think of you day by day… every minute and think of all the things we used to do when you were still here..

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My sister is 2 months pregnant,. she was supposed to come here but she got pregnant..

She told me if shes gonna have a girl she will name her ” jeralene rose”
jer is from her fiancee whose name is jerome.. lene is from her name and rose is from my name;.

she said im her only sister so shes naming her after me.. i hope its a girl..

she still thinking of a boys name.. any suggestion.. she wants too combine her name and her fiancee’s name which is jerome and keithlene..

i told her, maybe jerk haha..

but anyway.. im looking forward for the baby and wish her well since its her first baby and im not there in Guam to tell her what to do.. but im just a phone call away.. baby sister!!

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I recieved a christmas card from Scart of scarty.com. Thankyou girl, ill be sending you something too. thanks again! cute eh, si peanut yung card

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